Bittersweet.

Things change, whether it be for the best or for worse, nothing can stop it from changing.

It’s crazy how I used to blog on tumblr 24/7.

I would rant, complain, vent, etc. I would be on this thing for hours. Constantly refreshing my dashboard, scrolling through each page, surfing through peoples’ profiles. It’s as if I was addicted.

Two years ago I was on this. Two years ago I was still clueless and lost about what I should do with myself.

For some reason, I feel like I somewhat know what I want to do with myself now.

Yeah, being on tumblr was fun when I had nothing to do, but when people devote their all into this site, it makes me wonder how they’re living out of it. There’s people who get upset with each other, get close with each other, meet each other, and even date each other.

Don’t get me wrong, I’m not against these people nor am I saying there’s a problem with it.. It just gets me thinking.

I personally believe that the only reason why I was on this was because I was upset with myself. I felt “depressed”

Now, I would say that I’m trying to enjoy my life that I don’t even have the time to go on here to blog about it. That’s how I feel true happiness should be.

You know you’re happy when you don’t feel the need to blog about it or put it on the internet because you’d be having so much fun that blogging about it wouldn’t even cross your mind.

Yeah, looking back on it and reflecting through writing is great, but that’s what family, friends, pictures, and memories are for.

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January 16